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We have a new key ring around here, if you know what I mean...... • • “Yes, I truly have reason to bless the Lord for abundant supplies; His treasury has been wide open to me, His riches have constantly outweighed my necessities. He has multiplied His mercies above all my desires.” -Susannah Spurgeon
“I am afflicted and in pain; let Your salvation, O God, set me on high! I will praise the name of God with a song; I will magnify Him with thanksgiving. This will please the Lord more than an ox or a bull with horns and hoofs. When the humble see it they will be glad; you who seek God, let your hearts revive. For the Lord hears the needy and does not despise His own people who are prisoners.“ -Psalm 69:29-33 That last verse holds more weight for me than it ever has. But, more than that, as I read this passage this morning, I realized how appropriate and applicable it is for the current landscape of our national state of emergency and the worldwide pandemic called the coronavirus. So many words have been spilled on this topic and I don’t presume to add any additional wisdom to those of medical professionals, trusted church leaders, or those with greater insight than I into what is going on. I don’t know any of that. What I do know is that which I am compelled (and commanded) to say. So here I stand (sit), joining my voice with thousands of others by proclaiming what we pray and believe is more pleasing to the Lord than a sacrifice of ox or bulls, and that is this: God has not left the throne. He has not and will not ever abdicate. He faithfully remains in sovereign control over every molecule in this universe. Therefore, we have every reason to praise our God with a song and magnify Him with thanksgiving. We should let our hearts revive by commanding them to bless the Lord and forget not all His benefits (Psalm 103) because He hears the needy (spoiler: that’s us all the time, not just in a global crisis). He does not despise his people who are prisoners—whether imprisoned in a jail cell or in isolation or by physical ailments wracking their body. He does not despise His own people. Period. End of story. Christ’s blood is too precious for God to waste by despising those purchased and covered by it. Therefore: “Let heaven and earth praise Him, the seas and everything that moves in them.” -Psalm 69:34 No caveats. No conditions. He is worthy.

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A Brother’s Love


I always wanted an older brother.

One who would be there to fight with and for me, who would love and support me. A brother I could look up to and be proud of and who could be proud of me. In my mind, the best big brother was one who loved their little sisters enough to laugh and joke and make fun of them, but also fiercely protect them.

Basically I wanted Wally Cleaver to be my big brother.

Instead, I had an older sister.

And, unfortunately, we didn’t have the best relationship.

But God healed and restored that and along with it, gave me the best big brother a girl could have. 

Whitty, myself and Camillia.

Whitty, myself and Camillia at his birthday party last year.

Words fail me when I try to accurately express my gratitude for these two and the work God has done in their hearts.

And Whitty (for clarification, his real name is Whitt) is an especially awesome gift to our family.

After he married my sister in 2005 the relationship between the three of us was semi-strained based on circumstances surrounding their relationship.

Whitty washing my sister's feet to cool her down last summer when she was so hot.

Whitty washing my sister’s feet to cool her down last summer when she was so hot.

But God.

There are no other words to say. God did a miracle in them and He has been knitting our hearts together ever since.

Their marriage, though not perfect, is a shining example to everyone around them of the power of the Gospel and the love Jesus has for His bride, the church. 

They serve and love each other well, they disciple their children in a manner that reflects the Gospel on a daily basis and they do the same for me.

These two are no doubt my best friends.

My cup and heart run over.

IMG_0712What a privilege it is to be Whitt’s little sister. He is a man of God whose heart’s deepest desire is to treasure Christ above all else (he even has a blog, which you should definitely check out, called Treasuring Christ).

IMG_3784He is a servant, a recipient (and excellent giver) of mercy, an extender of grace and a lover of all things holy.

He is hilarious, dependable, discerning, steadfast and wise.

And he makes the world’s greatest cup of coffee.

He rebukes and serves, encourages and challenges, listens and protects, defends and loves.

He is the most perfect big brother God could have given me.

Last week after a prayer meeting at church, Whitty came up to me and, with tears in his eyes, apologized for not praying for me more often.

He then committed himself to our heavenly Father to pray for me more. I was (and still am) overwhelmed.

Since that night I have been the “blessed beneficiary” (as a new friend says) of several morning texts of prayer and encouragement.

This morning I received a beautiful prayer from him out of Ephesians 3. This is the last part:

“Soaps [we’re big on nicknames], He is able to do more, far more than all that you ask or think. What you are praying for today – He can do greater than even that. The love that He has for His own Son, He has for you. Don’t settle for less, that’s what the world wants for you. What He has is far greater. Trust.” 

Being goofy during C&C (coffee and conversation).

Being goofy during C&C (coffee and conversation).

My heart cannot fully grasp that a holy God would love me so much to send His only Son to be crushed for my sins and then redeem me from the waste of the world I was settling for.

But it doesn’t stop there.

No, this God, so intent on fully captivating and capturing His children’s love and joy, then allows our participation in His work to redeem others.

And on top of all that, He gives me Whitt and Camillia. A brother and sister I won’t be severed from after death. Praise Him.

Here’s one last quote from Whitt this morning (be warned: it’s highly convicting):

People do not drift toward holiness. Apart from grace-driven effort, people do not gravitate toward godliness, prayer, obedience to Scripture, faith, and delight in the Lord. We drift toward compromise and call it tolerance; we drift toward disobedience and call it freedom; we drift toward superstition and call it faith. We cherish the indiscipline of lost self-control and call it relaxation; we slouch toward prayerlessness and delude ourselves into thinking we have escaped legalism; we slide toward godlessness and convince ourselves we have been liberated. – DA Carson

I’m so grateful for the Father’s love made manifest through my brother’s.

4 comments on “A Brother’s Love

  1. Juliana Reed says:

    Wally Cleaver :))))) …….Love this.

  2. Sophie, I couldn’t agree with you more about them. They are a beautiful picture of God’s restoration and you’re pretty special yourself!

  3. Sophie, I couldn’t agree with you more! They are such a beautiful picture of God’s restoration. And you’re pretty special yourself!

  4. whittmadden says:

    Thank you Soapie, this blog has totally made my week. I’m so thankful that God has put you in my life. I am especially thankful that He restored your relationship with your sister, and that we are truly brothers and sister not just because of marriage, but because of Jesus.


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