search instagram arrow-down

Enter your email address to follow this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email.



instagram @sophie_usa

just hanging with my buds.
We have a new key ring around here, if you know what I mean...... • • “Yes, I truly have reason to bless the Lord for abundant supplies; His treasury has been wide open to me, His riches have constantly outweighed my necessities. He has multiplied His mercies above all my desires.” -Susannah Spurgeon
“I am afflicted and in pain; let Your salvation, O God, set me on high! I will praise the name of God with a song; I will magnify Him with thanksgiving. This will please the Lord more than an ox or a bull with horns and hoofs. When the humble see it they will be glad; you who seek God, let your hearts revive. For the Lord hears the needy and does not despise His own people who are prisoners.“ -Psalm 69:29-33 That last verse holds more weight for me than it ever has. But, more than that, as I read this passage this morning, I realized how appropriate and applicable it is for the current landscape of our national state of emergency and the worldwide pandemic called the coronavirus. So many words have been spilled on this topic and I don’t presume to add any additional wisdom to those of medical professionals, trusted church leaders, or those with greater insight than I into what is going on. I don’t know any of that. What I do know is that which I am compelled (and commanded) to say. So here I stand (sit), joining my voice with thousands of others by proclaiming what we pray and believe is more pleasing to the Lord than a sacrifice of ox or bulls, and that is this: God has not left the throne. He has not and will not ever abdicate. He faithfully remains in sovereign control over every molecule in this universe. Therefore, we have every reason to praise our God with a song and magnify Him with thanksgiving. We should let our hearts revive by commanding them to bless the Lord and forget not all His benefits (Psalm 103) because He hears the needy (spoiler: that’s us all the time, not just in a global crisis). He does not despise his people who are prisoners—whether imprisoned in a jail cell or in isolation or by physical ailments wracking their body. He does not despise His own people. Period. End of story. Christ’s blood is too precious for God to waste by despising those purchased and covered by it. Therefore: “Let heaven and earth praise Him, the seas and everything that moves in them.” -Psalm 69:34 No caveats. No conditions. He is worthy.

Follow me as I follow Jesus

Monday Morning Munch No. 112 – Lessons in Grace

grace definition, michael durham

Here are some things about me…

I’m legalistic.
I like the law. It’s measurable. Black and white. I “feel” safe there because it’s easy to see what’s right and wrong.
I’m a natural born grace-resister.

And therefore it’s hard for me to give grace.

I’m like the servant who has been forgiven the enormous debt by the king only to turn around and require pennies from others.

This has been the topic of so many discussions between my pastor and I, my parents and I and, most recently, one of my best friends and I. What’s the deal?

First off, I’m a firm believer in the doctrines of grace.

Grace changed my life.

“…by grace have you been saved through faith…” (Ephesians 2:8-9)

“This righteousness from God comes through faith in Jesus Christ to all who believe. There is no difference, for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and are justified freely by His grace through the redemption that came by Christ Jesus…” (Romans 3:22-24)

Grace continues to change my life.

Grace softens and makes the heart pliable and moldable while the law, on the other hand, hardens and proves/reveals our need for the most beautiful and excellent grace of God. How? Because under the law we see we cannot measure up, rather we’re already dead in it.

We are hopelessly crushed under the demands of the law.

We need a hero. And our Hero comes through, in, and because of grace.

Grace and love swirl and blend together and spill out on mankind in the most visible way on the cross, where righteousness and peace kiss (Psalm 85:10) as God pours out the wrath we deserve (I deserve) on His spotless Son, the sacrifice for our sins.

Grace brings forgiveness.

It ushers us into the Holy of Holies where we who have—by grace—repented and believed in the Suffering Savior can drink in more grace than we could ever contain.

Theologically and intellectually I will stake my life on grace because Grace, in the person of Christ, gave His life for me.

But applying grace is harder.


Because I take my eyes off Jesus. When I’m looking at Jesus and remembering the Gospel and all Christ has done to redeem and reconcile ruined sinners, it’s easier for me to give people the benefit of the doubt and extend what I’ve been given freely (grace, mercy, kindness, love, etc.).

BUT when my eyes aren’t looking to the Author and Finisher of our faith, well, hello, law.

During those times, the love that covers a multitude of sins and quirks and idiosyncrasies isn’t exactly flowing through me because I’ve dammed up the river of grace with my fleshly demands of perfection and expectations of precise performances.

When someone has sinned against me or if I see someone doing something that isn’t “right” or biblically “correct,” what is my first instinct?

Let’s fix this.


But that’s not how grace works. That’s not how God works with His children.

Why is that my default when I’ve received so much grace?

I think it’s because sometimes I’m under this false belief that grace is too soft. I think that grace isn’t what’s actually going to change people. They don’t “deserve” grace, they need the law so they see what’s wrong and repent.

…because that’s definitely worked before. Not.

Recently I’ve received a lot of grace from God through one of my best friends.

They are so patient, understanding and kind, and so great at giving me grace even—especially—when I know I don’t deserve it.

And what happens? Does it make me feel like I have freedom to sin more? 100% no.

It melts me. Humbles me. Challenges me. Unlocks my heart that’s still crusty from the self-imposed demands of perfection and unachievably high expectations.

And not only that, it makes me want to give grace better.

It makes me run to the real Grace Giver, the One whose name is Faithful and True and who rides the heavens to help us. And when I run to Him, He continues to lavish grace upon grace, which frees me to give that grace to others.

Turns out I think about grace all wrong.

Lord, help me give what I need most… grace.

“And God is able to make all grace abound to you, so that having all sufficiency in all things at all times, you may abound in every good work.”
(2 Corinthians 9:8)

Leave a Reply
Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: