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This is one of my best friends’ babies. In her hands is a custom order from someone who’s friend lost her son to suicide last week. A son who was this age once. A son who was fiercely loved and valued and squeezed tight. A son who will always be their baby. My heart cannot fathom the overwhelming grief. Our only hope? To lift our eyes to the One who is our help in every season and situation. Jesus, come quickly.
It seems the Lord is teaching me a deeper (more experiential) meaning of what Paul talks about when he describes servants of God as “sorrowful, yet always rejoicing” (2 Corinthians 6:10a). • You see, there is so much good happening. So much joy, provision, and depth of community. So many doors opening. So many opportunities to minister and be ministered to. So much love and humility and grace and kindness and care that it has made me—quite literally—cry into a plate of chicken and waffles from the mercy of it all. • These scattered beams can only be explained by the Lord, who is dropping joy bombs and grace explosions all around. • But it’s not all chicken and waffles. • (Link to blog post in profile ❤️)
“All in all, it was a never-to-be forgotten summer—one of those summers which comes seldom into any life, but leave a rich heritage of beautiful memories in their going—one of those summers which, in a fortunate combination of delightful weather, delightful friends, and delightful doings, come as near to perfection as anything can come in this world.” -L.M. Montgomery
“[It is] as if [David] had said, Separated from God I am nothing, and all that I attempt to do ends in nothing; but when I come to Him, I find an abundant supply of strength. It is highly necessary for us to consider what we are without God; for no man will cast himself wholly upon God, but he who feels himself in a fainting condition, and who despairs of the sufficiency of his own powers. We will seek nothing from God but what we are conscious of wanting in ourselves. ...the reason why God is represented as a portion is, because He alone is abundantly sufficient for us, and because in Him the perfection of our happiness consists.” -John Calvin, on Psalm 73:26

Follow me as I follow Jesus

Monday Morning Munch No. 120 – Scattered Beams

Beach chairs on the evening sea coast.

Scattered beams.

If you follow me on social media, you’ll know I’m on a scattered beams kick. I don’t deny it. Read this quote and you’ll know why:

{ God is the highest good of the reasonable creature. The enjoyment of Him is our proper; and is the only happiness with which our souls can be satisfied. To go to heaven, fully to enjoy God, is infinitely better than the most pleasant accommodations here. Better than fathers and mothers, husbands, wives, or children, or the company of any, or all earthly friends. These are but shadows; but the enjoyment of God is the substance. These are but scattered beams; but God is the sun. These are but streams; but God is the fountain. These are but drops, but God is the ocean. -Jonathan Edwards }


Do you see the scattered beams around you?

In Matt Papa’s book Look and Live (which I highly recommend), he shares this quote and then proceeds to explain how he and his band incorporated “scattered beams” into their vocabulary. For example, when they see a gorgeous sunset or enjoy an awesome dinner, someone will pipe up and say, “Scattered beams” as a way to remind them that this is good and they are to enjoy it but also to remind them that God is better.

If they stay in a sketchy hotel or eat something less than desirable they’ll say, “Dim scattered beams.”

After reading Look and Live at the beginning of the year, I’m going through it again this  summer with my True Beauty girls. We made it to this part last week and all laughed at the dim scattered beams imagery. Right after that, Matt encourages the readers to incorporate “scattered beams” into their vocabulary as well, and I’ll be the first to say I didn’t think there was any way my girls would ever actually do it.

I’m so happy to be wrong.

After church Wednesday night all my girls came over for our weekly slumber party and as we squeezed into the living room with bowls of frozen dairy goodness about to start a movie, I went to put up the ice cream as lots of “mmms” and “yums” were ringing through the room. I opened the freezer and heard amid the “mms,” someone say, “Scattered beams!” Followed by a unanimous agreement: “Scattered beams for sure.”

I could have cried.


{We went to Holiday World on Saturday and “scattered beams” were just about everywhere (when one of my babies rode the Liberty Launch, however, that was considered a “dim, dim, dim scattered beam.” Hahaha!) It was hilarious to realize these middle and high school (plus one college freshman) girls were walking around an amusement park quoting Jonathan Edwards.}

The amazing thing is that with the proper perspective one can see that even dim scattered beams are still more than we deserve.

Scattered beams are good. But God is better.

My girls are starting to notice the scattered beams, for which I am unfathomably grateful, but pray with me that they will see the Sun!

Do you see Him?

5 comments on “Monday Morning Munch No. 120 – Scattered Beams

  1. That’s fantastic. 🙂 I’m going to have to take this up with my husband/extended family. Is the Jonathon Edwards quote from a particular book?

    1. Isn’t it awesome?! Ahh. I love this reminder of the Gospel easily incorporated into our speech. Okay, so I just googled it because I wasn’t sure where the quote came from and it looks like it came from one of his sermons (surprise, lol). Desiring God wrote a blog with snippets of the sermon and it’s so good–

      1. Ah, thank you! I’ve only recently been exposed to John Piper and his sermons, so it’s funny that it cropped up here again. 🙂 Sorry, should have just googled it myself! The full Edward’s sermon is available here,, if you’re interested, and a whole collection of his works here,

      2. Thank you! I love John Piper and his life and ministry was largely shaped by Jonathan Edwards (as well as C.S. Lewis and others). No worries for not googling—haha, it worked out great! 🙂 Thanks again for the links, I can’t wait to check them out!

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